It is being hard to believe in love

It is beeing hard to believe in love . 

I know that it exist but this it is the moust confuising thing .

Cause i fell like the love it is a choice and if it is a choice wouldn’t is it invented ?

Sometimes i truly believe that it is necessity , that we love when our survivor ask for love and this gave at the love a opportunist face . 

I remember of love , it is like i am not finding the place to love i fell that it does not bellong to the places that i am . To the places that i am puting myself in .

Even when someone try to love me i fell like that it is not at the right place , i would prefere that this someone sended away this love in another direction . Cause it is not the right love for me . 

Maybe it is not the time for love here.  

Maybe it is not the place for love at this time. 

It is being hard to believe in love .